Tuesday, August 14, 2007
finally today is the start of my tutorials..happy or sad huh..my class quite quiet..though it was suppose to be a noisy lesson (as mentioned by the lecturer)..that the best effective communication tutorial will be one that is very noisy..hmmm..we shall see as days pass..yup..found like 1 or 2 new friends to have lessons with..will start to know the rest slowly one by one then..
many things keep running around in my head..i know i have been hiding away from them..knowing the problems that will arise from them sooner or later..but i still chose to hide..starting to feel a little tired..but i really wonder..in e end..izzit worthwhile..many things are unforeseen..tt's wad im afraid of..now i start to understand why ppl commit suicide when they are over stressed..yes indeed problems should be able to be solved but..the pile is simply too high..and the pile fell on them..too heavy for them to pick the pile up again and so they chose death..i think i am piling my pile..hope it wont reach so high tt it collapses deadly on me..v cheeem hor..lol..zzz..
sometimes i juz feel like sitting by the shore..listen to the wind blowing on my face..looking at the sea and the sky..and throw everything behind my mind..but tt's fantasy..o.O only happen in my dreams..though it didnt while i slp..haix..why my life so sad..
work hard tgt k dar..i believe..we can do it tgt..=)
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