Saturday, March 04, 2006
Why is the world so cruel�everything is like�I dunno how to phrase it�im starting to hate the world�
Went to the market w my mum this morning�I saw how the fishmonger kill the snakeheads�they were still lively and swimming around in the water a minute ago�in less than 10s�they lost their life after being hit quite a few times on the head by a big wooden rod�it�s so cruel�they die a terrible death�I almost vomited when I saw tt�how come we have to kill fishes this way�this voice down to one main qn: why demand for these fishes??
Some things are better not to be known�to know them will make u feel worse�make ur life sadder�and it just shatters all your dreams�all the beautiful images built up before in your mind�is this fate?? Or izzit destinated?? I wont want to surrender to fate�our life is created and pathed by our own decisions�though some are unchangeable�most can be controlled�there are ppl who succeeded in defeating fate�why cant I?? I�ll work hard�I can do it�I surely can�
=�) jia y0u shanyin!
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